I am in the final week of work. I struggle with motivation - it's hard to stay engaged when I have so much resentment around how things turned out. I don't want to leave, but I am too unhappy to stay. I've learnt a lot here. Technically, Terraform, Kubernetes, Kafka, Vault. Otherwise, management (up and down), …

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Survive and Thrive presents two extremes, between which entities (components, individuals, or collectives) can be placed at a given point in time. Understanding where one sits on this spectrum can help direct prioritisation and decision making, and provide context on how one should operate. Survive The primary goal is …

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It's a Saturday morning, and I have no plans. There is a party this evening which I may go to, but I don't intend to decide until later. I have few things I need to do, and much freedom available to me. Some tasks on my mental to do list include: Move my PC into its new case Restructure my pc's storage Tidy my bedroom …

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one never knows what joy one might find amongst the unwanted and abandoned. — Lola, Kinky Boots, 2005

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Today I went out around 11 to meet someone I met on hinge. We didn't end up meeting up, but did have a fun chat that morning. I got the thameslink train to Farringdon, then started heading vaguely north. I walked for a little while before phoning my mum. She's under the weather today so is taking it easy this morning, …

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I found a pc in the bins. It's an old HP pavilion, probably bought 2002-2005ish. It's very well built, everything is neat and secure. The case is my favourite bit, so I'm gonna put my existing pc in there. I've disassembled it and cleaned up the case and the parts, I'm planning to move mine across tomorrow. Ideally, …

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name stars forks Haha I set up advanced tables plug-in in obsidian to help me do comparisons so as to do one for zsh themes. I've since decided on a theme — ML

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I am on a farm Called Sadeh in Orpington. With Archie the dog. — ML

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Playing PC games. I suck at Apex Legends, But it is good fun. It is a fast game, Which I play even faster, So all my shots miss. — ML

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I need to get dressed To go to Sabrina's flat. We will watch cartoons. — ML

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